Here’s an inside view of my inner landscape in the midst of a meltdown.

Chaos calls forth change… Look at birth… It’s messy! (I just discovered these reflections on moving out of our home and reinventing our life. It was written at the end of last year. I often write my way through chapters. You are welcome to read and harvest what you wish.) I’m at that pointy end…

My love and honesty scare me, here’s a window to my past anyway xo

Some people you are going to love forever. Maybe it’s all people, I don’t know I’m not very experienced. I just know that the men I’ve loved still live in my heart every day whether I acknowledge them or not. I just awoke from a dream. It was a dream of my first husband, sobbing,…

The River of Life

Remember in Pocahontas when she sings “you cant step into the same river twice”? Well, i think she was actually onto something. I have been watching this river for two days now and while the vessel it fills, its banks, have only changed ever so slightly, at no point has the river flowing within ever been…

Authenticity. Expression. Trust. Surrender. Repeat.

My friend Chrissy rocks my world. We don’t see each other often yet any moments I share with her fill my cup to overflow. Through her authentic unguarded truth telling and naked vulnerability she teaches me, reminds me, inspires me. There were so many things she shared that buoyed my heart and reminded me of…

Judge me…..

Judge me, please. Go ahead. By all means rest into your righteous position of all I’m doing wrong. Cause God knows I do wrong every single day. And truthfully, I mess up more times than I could ever count. And that righteous place where it’s easy to see all my shortfalls, I’ve rested into that…